A bit, but I dropped a huge bombshell on him. It’d be incredibly selfish of me to ask him to stick around.
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Fuck, what the fuck am I doing? Inside Vinny’s head seemed to be like a school on fire right now. People running around trying to escape. He missed the first few words of Avery’s response, but heard her say ‘I don’t want to lose you, vin’. These words made him want to rethink not seeing the love of his life, but he knew not seeing her for awhile would make him get over things easier. “You won’t lose me Avery. I just can’t see you for awhile. What you’ve done and kept from me, pisses me the fuck off! And it’ll take some time for me to forgive you. I don’t want to hurt you, and seeing you might make me do something I will regret. I love you Avery, but I need to be away from you.” He kissed her lips, and continued kissing her until he reached her forehead. His lips stayed there for moments before, he let her go and walked away.
A spark of hope blossomed in her chest - maybe this wasn’t the end of it after all. “Oh God, I love you too,” her voice sighed, clutching his arms for dear life as they kissed, letting her kiss say the things for which she had no words, no logical explanation. “and I’m so. so. sorry.” Her hand slid to cup the side of his face, her thumb brushing along his cheek - if time was what he needed, she knew now that she would give him that. As much as Vinny had said people change, she knew he was still the same man she had fallen in love with - and would love for years to come, no matter how much distance was between them. Ave stepped back, blinking the few remaining tears from her eyes, and turned to begin the walk to her apartment.
Vinny had spent years in London wondering what Avery was doing, but he didn’t want to bother her new life by calling her. What he just told Avery took a lot out of him. He could tell it hurt Avery as well because she began crying and not finishing sentences. Vinny got up and walked over to Avery. “What Avery? What do you want to say?”
"Growing up, I had everything I ever wanted - toys, clothes. Then the shit went down with my dad, and we lost it all - but I knew I had you, and that meant more to me than anything else." Ave took a ragged breath, before looking up at Vinny. The pain was written across his face, as if he had aged ten years during their conversation somehow. "I don’t want to lose you, Vin."
Vinny partially listened as Avery spoke. He was in his own thoughts about how bad he wanted a son and how nice it would’ve been to raise him. He was so furious with Avery at this point he didn’t know what to do. He heard her mention that she was no longer dancing but just bar-tending. “You should’ve done that in the first place.” Avery continued to talk and Vinny was listening. She told him he’d be a good father but to another woman. Vinny didn’t want another woman to spend his life he wanted Avery, but right now he doesn’t even want to be bothered with her. “I think we should not see each other for awhile Avery.” He could feel his heart drop at saying this. He hadn’t spoken to Avery in 3 years and now he’s the one saying they should not converse for awhile.
"I know. After everything lately….", her words trailed off. "Dancing and prostitution became too much of a safety risk, you know?"
Her heart felt as though it shattered into a million tiny pieces at his words 'I think we should not see each other for awhile, Avery.'The little voice in her head was screaming ‘no’ at the top of it’s lungs, having just got him back and now she was losing him again. Ave’s vision got cloudy as the tears slipped over the edge, her hand wiping them desperately, knowing that she had no right to be upset over this situation. She had gotten pregnant, She hadn’t told him, She had gone and got the abortion. This one landed right on her shoulders, and now she was having to pay the price for that. “Vinny….” her mouth opened and shut again, like a fish out of water. She knew what she wanted to say, to do - but the words just weren’t there.
ooc: I just have a lot of feels, okay? xD